I'm Ningxi ♡: 2012

11 July, 2012

Styling Insight

Did my own make up and took some shots of myself. LOL *vain

But I love myself! I may not be perfect but this is what makes me ME!

I picked up make up and styling skills here and there and I felt that I shouldn't waste it. Shall start styling my friends and photographing them! Making interests into artwork!

PM my Facebook if you would wanna be my model! FOC. =D

22 May, 2012

Just locked my old blog @ xanga.com. I had a good laugh by viewing all my posts there. I was so childish! lol. Felt stupid and foolish. WHY ON EARTH I WOULD WRITE SOMETHING LIKE THAT? OMFG. Believe me you would laugh at yourself if you read your old posts written when you were younger.

I guess that's the process of growing up. I felt my maturation in mind and viewpoints in life. Things that used to disturb me doesn't really matter now. You even forgot those stuff happened until you came across something that reminded you about it.
Life taught me everything I need to know at my level or age. I may have seen and experienced more than others about HUMANS, cuz I'm exposed to different kinds of environment, and I'm not afraid to know more. Some people grow up sooner than the others, and when I mention 'growing up', I'm not referring to physical maturation, its the mental maturation we should aim for. The more you see and experience, the more you learn to be less self-centered and will try to fit yourself in other's position, you might actually understand their situation rather than blaming or scolding or even cursing the one you hate, just because they've done something you don't like. You will tend to think that everything they do is bad, cuz you hate them.

There's no such thing as PURE GOOD or PURE BAD. A good person will sin; a criminal will sacrifice for love too. Then, can you label them as 'good' or 'bad'?

Short post today. Peace.

17 May, 2012

Beliefs.

I've always been hoping for the best for myself. In studies, family, relationships and everything I do, I know what I want and I know what are my capabilities to achieve what I want. Am I a positive thinker? Maybe.
What you give is what you take, of course. You don't expect to get everything when you didn't work for it don't you? But sometimes, shit happens. You did so much, just hoping for the best ending, but it didn't turn out that way.

My boy is having a really bad time recently, family matters, money matters, and even friends gave him problems. He has to carry the burden of taking care of his family since he was 18. There are five children and he is the only son. He never mention a thing to his friends or others about his family and stored every sadness and sufferings inside him. Sometimes I see him surrounded by such stress I'm heartbroken. I don't understand why some people are born rich but being unappreciative, while some even have to kill for a meal. And nobody ever handed a hand, includes those who are the closest.

I've always been telling him, our future is in our own hands, if we work hard, we can even take the world. I let him choose his own path, I'm not God, or his creator, I don't ask him to go the way I wanted, all I should do is just to support him when he needed me. I want the one I love to be happy.

People have been giving him problems, inside and outside his family, and he is not an emotionally strong person ever since I know him. He is too soft and trusting towards others. He fell, again and again, because of his trust in the wrong people, which they take as an advantage to step on him. I realized that he has been avoiding his troubles by drinking and lazing around.

He is seriously hurt, I know.
I just don't know how to help him. Tried everything I could. I even thought of leaving, because I couldn't see my future in that situation, but I couldn't stand the pain. Now all I wanted is to make him happy. I stop taking things into my hands, and let him settle his own stuff. I believe things will be better one day. I'll just hope. We have been through so much, and I believe we can go through this war once more. You can do it! Stay strong.

Love you <3

20 March, 2012

Insomnia craps

Suffering from insomnia. T.T
And I downloaded this awesome app from iTunes and now I can blog and upload photos with my phone!!

And my eyes really hurt. I've been having this nose and eye allergy to dust or some microorganisms since young. The doctor told me it will go off when I'm 18 or 19. Now I'm f-ing 21 and I'm stuck with allergies still. Guess I'm not gonna part with them till forever. Wtf
I'm sick of visiting the eye specialists and hearing the same thing again and again.
And I have bought countless of Patanol eye drops and you know what? It doesn't cures, it just prevent inflammation due to allergies I guess. And when my eyes sore, I can't do anything. Oh there was once a specialist who seemed to understand my bitter and gave me eye steroids. Solve the inflammation but may have serious consequences if use on a long term. It works for that time. I hope I have it now, my eyes itch non stop.

Okay I'm just crapping coz I can't sleep. Bare with me kay?
:)

19 March, 2012

Saturday Night 170312

Baby Xiu is back from National Service Camp! Cute, as usual, but slimmer. She had been wanting to slim down ever since people started commenting about her growing weight and now she did it! After three months at NS camp.
WHAT IS NS CAMP A SLIMMING HEAVEN? lol

Happy to see her back =)

Some photos of the wedding dinner we attended last saturday. <3

Me & my homeboy <3

Pretty Junying.

Junying's pretty twin. LOL

My homeboy. Super not cooperative when taking pictures. >.<

Baby Xiu and her sweetheart Oscar.

Another sweet photo. By the way its Oscar's eldest sister's wedding that night.

Oscar's super pretty youngest sister with her Cinderella gown.

Xiu with Cinderella. <3

Xiu, me and Junying. I hate my braces showing unintentionally.

Sisters.

Sisters too!

After the dinner me and homeboy went for some chilling. Went to 7Freshway and then Room @ Auto City. It was huge but a bit too crowded. Couldn't really relax with people keep pushing pass you.
Was too lazy to take photos inside cuz Im scared of people smashing my camera. =.=

Outside. A photo with super tiny China lady. Homeboy's friend's wifey.

She so small and I look super GIANT beside her. T_T

A last photo of us. Blurred.

16 March, 2012

150312

Realized that I've not updated my blog for such a long time. Doesn't matter though, cuz nobody reads it anyway. Been emo-ing for some time cuz of college stuff.
Back from the big city on Sunday, happy to catch up with my girlfriend! Shopping and first time going into Casino de Genting. It was such a random trip to Genting Highlands and it was so cold up there! Rare. hmm.

Some photos for this update, haven't went anywhere special so I won't elaborate about my trip. heh. Can't wait for July! Taiwan and Bangkok are waiting for me!! ^^

Dine in at Sushi Zanmai @ The Gardens. They should open one in Penang, and sushi king and sakae wouldn't be my choice anymore. =p

Favorite sashimi! Maguro.

Unagi Tofu or something like that.

Black caviar sushi and my first time try - Toro!

Toro meat is like some oily fat taste, but still quite bearable.

Still preferred Maguro in the first place. haha.

Roasted prawn in some delicious sauce! yummy.

Roasted scallop.

Shujin babe.

Myself smiling weirdly. lol

Always took photos in Robinsons' fitting room.

Love this gown!!!!!!! Price is like RM900+++. Kill me.

Siu long bao @ Ding Tai Fung Pavilion.

Dinner at Tokyo Don @ Tokyo street.

Fried Scallop. Quite tasty if you eat one or two.

Girl in black and white.

My Maguro Don. (again Maguro)

Jin's chicken something. I forgot the name!

Away with the tasty food photos! Made me hungry in the middle of the night. =D

Went up to Genting Highlands after that, its so cold outdoors and the only clothes I wore were some super thin T-shirt from Zara and yellow cardigan from MNG. Couldn't stand the chillness so I tend to stay indoors and rushed to the car when leaving.
Entering the casino for the first time and it was huge. Gambling is just not my thing, even if its for fun. I rather waste my money on shopping. haha. Don't know why.

On the way down its my first time to visit this beautiful temple. Feng Lai Xian Jing 逢来仙境.
We were passing through and Jin was pointing to this place and I said I've never been in it. She was like 'WHAT?' and ended up turning into the entrance for me to have a look. Love you lots! <3

Here's me posing on the stairs with the super flash light on and 0'c temperature. oops exaggerated.

Just noticed that my satchel bag was open. xD

The place is super nice. Shall come back in the daytime someday. There's lots of sculptures and even some kind of replica of the 18 layers of hell. I dare not go in at night. O.o