Last Day of Twenty Eleven

Days flew like bullets shot from a firing gun. Its already barely 24 hours to 2012. Doomsday? Nobody knows. Maybe God is the only one who knew. But whatever shall happen, I only hope for the best. ^^

Went shopping and had buffet with bff. Bought clothes again. A bit lazy to upload them up though.
Gonna celebrate bf's youngest sister's birthday tomorrow, but her actual birthday falls on 1st of January. Celebrating earlier because I'm off to KL after that. hehe.


Just a wish to every soul out there, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
- just in case doomsday really do come, don't panic, and surrender all to beloved mighty GOD.

A short post : Santa Claus is coming to town♥

Christmas is around the corner! Sales are everywhere!!
Went christmas shopping last weekends ♥ Here's the haul from my shopping.

✔ Shopped for Chinese New Year!! Don't know whether I can stand not wearing them until CNY or not.    

    =p

✔ Came across this gorgeous little dress and its super cheap! Only RM71.

✔ Bought two Dior fragrances from the counter. I loved the free miniature Miss Dior cherie!!

The promoter girl actually succeeded in making me buy the Eye Essential omg. I've been using Mary Kay's products and I see improvement in my skin! I shouldn't have bought this eye thing.

(But she's kind enough to supply me with so many samples.) 

✔ Clothes for baby boy. He looked so good in them! Should've taken photos of him trying on them.

Money flew away. $$$ bye.


How do you like my shopping? =D

等待

那个他，你最近好不好？他跌倒了，跌得很伤，很重。对在他身边支持他的人都不耐烦了。我不了解他是对我们烦恼发泄，还是在我们面前他才可以表现出他辛苦的模样。什么都好，至少我知道他现在很难过。

可是我还只是个犯错累累的人类，我也有我脆弱，自以为是的时候。有时候你不耐烦，我会跟着你不耐烦；我会觉得你不顾我感受；我会觉得，‘我那么顾及你的感受你却把一切当作是理所当然的’。而你却忽略了我也是有心跳的，我也需要人疼的。

也许你会说，‘我已经那么烦了，还要多你一个东西要烦！你会不会体谅我啊？’

我有问自己，我会不会自私？你有好多事情想了还要想我是应不应该？

在我自己很烦恼的时候，有时候我会希望得到你的陪伴，可是也有时候却希望你走开，让我自己解决，因为我觉得你没有心帮我。

这个想法对还是不对，见仁见智吧。你注重什么多一些，就会忽略其他事情。男人当然注重事业，至少他不是注重女人的那种。而我是超注重感情的那个。

其实有时候我甚至怀疑你不爱我了，没有感觉到连你自己也不晓得。最后我都会抛掉这个想法，因为我接受不到这个现实。

我只希望你会支持我，就像我永远支持你一样。
还记得我们有本爱的簿子，纪念我们一路走来的点滴。以前我们总会把自己的想法，想对对方说的话都写在里边，我每次看都哭的。不知道什么时候开始，我们也没写了。心里的话就从此没有对对方说了。

如果一切可以重来，有多好。

那封简讯来的时候我又哭了： ‘我到今天还是爱你啊。’ 好象所有的一切都是值得的。

我知道你相信自己可以再站起来，只是你不知道现在的路要怎么开始走。又不知道那些小人什么时候又出现。迷路了，身边一个真正的朋友都没有。

但是你还站着，你还活着，你还有爱你的人在这 ♥
有时候累了，回头看看，你会看到有一行人走在你后面，等着你回头时给你微笑，为你打气！

A song for you ♥♥

To My Love

Fell in love with you and the song.♥ ♥ ♥


等我們終於緊緊相擁
所有苦難會甜美結果
我們就耐心漂流
愛會來的在對的時候


Everything bad will pass, tomorrow will come eventually. 

Moods. Downs. Love.

Downs.
Play the song as you read to feel my mood.



I'm not as happy as I showed on my face recently.  Things are really too complicated for me to sort them out. Five years together. Five years of laughter. Five years of tears. Nobody in this whole wide world will know what I felt, or where I stand. Not him, not even myself.

There were times I wanted to throw everything away. I wanted to start a new life with new memories. I wanted to wipe everything related off.

But these memories are the chains and strings that keep me holding on, made me keep believing, keeping me warm. There is such a huge part of me in them. Removing them is just like tearing myself apart, leaving countless giant holes on my soul.

I know what I want. I always knew what I wanted.
I want a family filled with laughter. I want a child. I want my partner to want a child. I want both of us to want being together, not just seeing and touching each other, but being together by living on ONE SOUL.



Feeling lonely now.

Holla Metals.

Good gracious I can't eat.
Be back soon. <3

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