03 January, 2011

I'm Back!

I'm back dears!

Its twenty 11. 
And I'm back.

A lot happened to me in two weeks. I lost the one I love, because I love him more than I love myself, without a reason. Maybe he took me for granted and felt bored. I don't want to remember what he did to me. But I still love him. I admit I'm a fool when I'm in love.

Now he has woke up. Truly woke up. He told me he played with fire and now he had burned himself for letting me go. Both of us need time to sort things out. I know.

But I realized that I didn't lose a thing. Not even one, except for my tears.

I gained friendship. Seriously. I was shocked to see that all of you stand by me, giving me support to keep  going on. Even those who are not really close to me. I cried when I thought of him, and I cried when I read all your comments on my wall. So straight to the point, yet true. Shaking me up from the dreams.

Thank you, to all of you. Every single one of you.

And very sorry to my faithful readers and followers for neglecting my blog for such a long time. I was not in the mood. It was hard time with no mood to eat, to sleep and to speak. Luckily I have my babes and all of you.

I will be better and stronger day by day.

Stand strong.
Patience is everything to me now.

Oh ya, I did lose something.
I lose weight. (and I'm so happy about it. xD)

And PLEASE stay tune for my updates for the past 2 weeks okay?
I have LOADS to tell. =)

I'm officially single now!
 Guess what? I shall wear bikinis and walk on the beach. =p


$$$ said...

Wahhhh...not bad ar, can lose weight in this way,i wan lose weight oso cannot no matter how hard i try,perhaps i can try this way..lol

Ningxi said...

Hahahah!! This way not good laa... But good only cause you won't feel like eating. You already kurus lidi. No need lose laa..