Hopes. For Shih Liang. For me.

Long time didnt update my blog... Today I went to Village Mall with Swen. Went out after class at 5pm, wanted to buy mask in The Face Shop and do maths project in Starbucks. When we reached campus its already 11pm! Great day. Finish Maths and brought back a tummy full of Java Chips... XD

Yesterday heard of Shih Liang's news again... Sadden-ing. He is warded again. This time in Gleneagles. His situation is not so good this time. Hope that he will be ok. Keep on hoping my friend, miracles will happen. You still have at least 6 more decades to go. Do not let go! Our blessings are for you!

I had a hard time with my studies. Didn't want to start at all... T.T
Finals are near and this time it will determine my future... I need inspiration. I need back up. Guessed it won't be easy again this time. Hopes.

Yesterday we had a fight... One that made me ran away from him...
Why does he have to be so easily frustrated and got mad?? Since the beginning, I adviced and talked and did everything that I can to change him.
I THOUGHT I could.
But it ended up that Im still the one who got screamed at. Just because of TEENY WEENY crappy matters. Im not complaining. But just couldnt stand it anymore.
We went to Penang on Saturday and quarreled on the cause of something about braveness in the inside and the shell. We got angry and started quarrelling. I admitted that I have mistakes but he don't really have to shout at me! In anger, he drove back to butterworth after we have stopped at Prangin for 5 minutes without me stepping down from the car. During the journey none of us talked. I tried to but he was still filled with anger, and that made me shut up.
Maybe his anger faded and instead of going home, he changed route to Tambun for dinner. Dinner time was satisfactory. None of us mentioned about the fight and talked about the food. After dinner, at home, I thought everything was ok. It was, until I mentioned about the fight we had, and he started being angry again for something I've said. For me, I don't think it was worth frustrating about. But to him, he thinks that Im insulting him. He actually asked me to REMEMBER what I've said in an insulting tone!
I admit Im sad. Sad for the way he treated me when he 's blinded by anger. He promised me to correct himself but he didn't. Eventually, it got worse.

I ran away that night after leaving him a breaking-up letter. It was 12 am in the morning. Not much car on the road. He called and called but I didnt bothered answering. I didnt want to go back to him, but on the other side of me, I wished he would come looking for me... I got lost in Butterworth for the 1st time.. Somewhere in the housing area behind KwangHwa School... But I still didnt answer his phone... When I finally got back on the road i knew, I didnt know where to go.. I have no friends that I can go to... I drove back to his place, just to see whether he went looking for me... HE DIDN'T!! Asshole! He just keep calling and calling! I answered and he asked where am I. I bluffed and told him I am going back home. He said nothing and I hang up on him. He called and called again. We said a whole lot of things but I still not feeling like going back. Finally, when he said sorry for wasting my three years, I bursted. I didnt want this ending. But it seemed like I really want it. Im confused in myself.

Couldnt let go of my feelings, I went back. He came towards my car, red-eyed. I told him I had nowhere to go. He pleaded for not running away again. He won't let me shed a tear again.. I hope this will last... For my heart couldnt stand breaking again...

Shih Liang, God bless.

Life is really unpredictable. Yesterday, an old friend of mine, was injured in an accident. He knocked his head and bleed bucketfuls. His right eardrum was broken. Now he is warded in General Hospital, Penang after a night's rescue in Hospital Seberang Jaya.

We were there after he got hit by a car on his motorcycle. Motorcycle pieces smashed on the ground. It was a most undescribable sight. His buddies were there. And we all rushed to Seberang Jaya hospital to see him. It was the car's fault. He was riding in a straight road when the car made a right turn and knocked into him, causing him to fly.

For those who knew Shih Liang, he is a happy person, who jokes about almost everything. Some said it was because of these jokes that joked about him. Putting him in this serious position. But I felt that everything is in God's hand. Some said oceanfuls of bad things but none of them happened to him. Some are as decent as a sheep but still, they died in life.

I sincerely hope he recover and back to his old style. Its happy to see him talking loudly. This incident made us realized, life has to be appreciated, not wasted.
Its still in time to say 'I love you' to mum, dad, my sis, and hong.
Its still in time to say 'thank you' to those who put me in their mind, cared about me, Steph, Sung, Weiming, Jasontiong, KFPanda, and all the others that I didnt mentioned.
And to those who hurted me, no matter who you are and what you have done, You made my life interesting and growing.
Its still in time to say 'Sorry' to those I have hurt, Whether you still bear it in mind, Just to say that I didnt mean it and God bless you.
Thank you so much to those who I haven't met. You made my life making itself to TOMORROW.

小公主浪迹天涯 － Air Itam 叻沙

今天我们又再去吃叻沙。。。

又是叻沙？？？你们不sien的咩？？
哈哈，其实今天不是特地去吃的，只是刚好过槟岛，突然想到才去一下下。

相信大家都有去过极乐寺吧？路径会经过许许多多的档与店屋。有卖特产的，专卖风油的，等等。

Air Itam叻沙在北马数一数二的，从中午卖到晚上八九点，人数不断。
如果你去极乐寺，肯定会经过这一档叻沙档。

它座落在Air Itam 菜市场的前端，地方不仅风水好，也旺这位老板。
和上次华都村叻沙一样，老板是一位老伯伯，但由于这边顾客较多，老板请了好多帮手，大概五六个吧。这些帮手我想应该是老板的朋友，年龄相当。这些安娣就负责把食物端给顾客们，并收钱。

我们到的时候人很多，必须与别人公用桌子。对方是一对夫妻，大家都不好意思说话大声，就没什么交谈。端食物给我们和那对夫妻的是不同的安娣，想不到他们工作制度和高级餐厅的一样，虽然没有很有礼貌，但哪一个安娣serve你，就是那一个跟你收钱，找钱。我觉得这方面老板安排得很好，避免大家弄错顾客，找错钱。

值得一提的是，我发现老板很爱国，他的档口还挂着很大一面马来西亚国旗和槟城州旗，这很值得我们人民学习。抛开用意来说，试问有多少大马人民会把国旗挂在自己的地方？

接下来，老板的叻沙汤滚得不错，但唯一遗憾就是今天瑕膏下得太重手，我吃不到汤汁真正的味道。剩下的面条都很滑顺，入口舒服。让我感觉到大马槟城华人努力的味道与成果～ ＝〕

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.

How well do you get along with others?

You can make friends with anyone and are always interested in what people have to say, but you can also spend time alone quite happily and without getting bored. You don't overreact to things around you, and people consider you to be a bit of a cool cucumber.

***~From the Bottom of My Heart - 我心深处~***

幸福套餐 　NO。1♥
01你的綽號 : 　宁
02年齡 : 　18歲
03 生日 :　1月6日
04 星座 : 　摩羯座
05 興趣 : 　听歌,写作,钢琴,唱歌,吃,玩,逛街购物,睡觉~
06 專長 :　 很多XD

幸福套餐　NO。2♥
01 你有沒有喜歡的人? : 有!
02 是否在交往? : 是!
03 現在幸福嗎? : 幸福! 不过希望将来更幸福!
04 如果上天給你勇氣，最想做什麽事? : 做完全部不敢做的事!
05 如果有天,你愛的人跟你告白的話? : 当然开心啦!

幸福套餐　NO。3♥
01 最愛的節目 : 搞笑不幼稚的~
02 最愛的音樂 : 看心情咯~
03 最愛的季節 : 四季都爱~
04 最愛的卡通 : Disney
05 最愛的人 : 我自己！
06 最愛的顔色 :　看心情ｐｕｎ！
07 最愛的國家 : 香港<购物天堂>
08 最愛的天氣 : 下雨后的晴天～

幸福套餐 　NO。4♥
01 如果上天給你三個願望:　１～日子开开心心。２～钱财时时刻刻都多剩余。３～家庭幸福。
02 你是很專一的人嗎 : 非常转一！
03 最深刻的回憶? :　有很多，但暂时忘了。
04 你是個很有信心的人嗎? : 看在什么方面咯。
05 你很愛微笑嗎 : ＝）
06 如果你要放棄你現在的生活，你願意嗎 : 不要！
07 妄想什麽樣的生活 : 当明星！
08 是否橫刀奪愛才是愛 :　看对谁咯。

My Heart will go on~

Maths quiz ended!
Hope I get 'em right...=)

Tomorrow will be my 'FAVORITE' subject. - CHEMISTRY! :p
Because I do not need to write much.
Cause DONT KNOW how to! XD
Hope my lucky charm is with me^^

I'm posting in English to satisfy my BANANA friends...^^

Finals coming...
4th of May to 15th of May is the exam period...
5 more weeks to go...
I'm still quite relax...-.-

To those who cared about me,
Thanks for your caring^^
I can manage it myself...
Do not worry me about my own problems.
I meant no offence by saying this,
Sometimes just wish to spurt everything out truthfully,
but because I cared,
I shut myself up.
Hope that those who understand me would understand. For sure.

Sorry if I caused any misunderstandings. But I'm tired. Things happen again and again.
I'm living on. Life's going on. Newcomers. Old one leaves.
But the heart and the memory will remains.
They never leave.
One day best friends, Best Friends Forever...^^

~BFF~

I love ya!

贝贝入院了！''T.T''

我的贝贝今天考试，但他昨天开始头痛，今天入院了！
贝贝的头痛是一直有的。他时不时就开始痛，有时很久，有时痛一下子就没了。。。今天也许是怕吧，贝贝爸妈载他到医院检查，但作全身检查必须在医院过夜，他就得住了。

贝贝打电话通知我时我吓了一跳，但是也支持他做一个完整的检查。至少多了解自己的身体在发出的讯号。

贝贝被安排到六人住的病房，两个马来人，两个印度人，两个华人。还好他会带电脑去，要不然闷死了。。。

我想去陪贝贝，但是他说我明天又考试，叫我不要藤来藤去。但是我的心会一直陪着你的！

加油哦贝贝！！

小公主浪迹天涯- 华都村叻沙

今天我和贝贝心血来潮想吃叻沙。但是北海的叻沙我们都是常客，今天想吃不一样的。

叻沙-也就是laksa，是我们槟城闻名的小食之一。叻沙条是由面粉制成，表面滑亮，但是单单吃条是没有味道的，必须加汤汁。汤汁，也就是叻沙的重心，是由咸水鱼甘榜鱼(ikan kembung/mackerel) 磨碎煲汤。汤中下了香茅(lemongrass)，亚三片(asam)，辣椒(chilli)等配味料，让汤汁有酸酸的味道。汤汁淋在面条上就可进食。当然纯正叻沙少不了薄荷叶(mint),黄梨块(pineapple slices)，葱片(onion)，姜花碎(ginger flower buds)，生菜(lettuce)，黄瓜(cucumber)等。除此之外，食客还可以依个人喜好添加小辣椒和蝦膏(he-ko)(shrimp paste)。

华都是威南的一个市镇，接近SungaiBakap。华都村是华人居多的住宅区，这里麻雀虽小，却样样齐全。学校，警局，消防队，大礼堂，杂货店，篮球场等都俱全。当然值得一提的是这里的小吃店多得很，各有个特色。

华都村著名叻沙是雅耀叻沙。价钱公道。北海叻沙都涨价了，这里的叻沙还只售RM2.00一碗。老板是个年将六十的阿伯，老板营业多年，就连他女婿和大学毕业的儿子也全职帮忙。当年老板只在家外的空地摆几张桌椅就开始生意，但是人潮不少。如今老板将屋子装修成咖啡店，还多了几种小吃档，生意越做越好。。。

华都村叻沙除了地方干净以外，令我们喜好的其中一个原因就是老板的汤汁鲜美，酸味适中，不会太酸或太咸。叻沙条也入口顺滑，蝦膏也没有故意加水省钱，配上特地切幼的cabai burung, 简直没得顶！

吃叻沙的顾客还可以尝到虾糕。老板特制的虾糕香脆可口。我个人推介另外点汤汁加在虾糕上，让脆脆的虾糕变软再和汤汁一起食用，就可尝到虾糕和汤汁又酸又咸的味道！
虾糕一大片才售RM0.30。

加上这里还具有茶水供应，红豆冰是多数吃叻沙的食客的最爱。

另外，福建面，经济饭和糯米鸡也在此出售哦！

各地的朋友，如果有经过威南地带，不妨来试试华都村的叻沙，保您回家还会怀念！