I want a new guy?

Here I am... Flunking chemistry.. Blogging when I shouldn't be...
Things aren't going my way. T.T
I want a new life. Don't wanna be controlled by someone who doesn't even want to control me anymore...
But what can I do?
I love him...

I love that idiot!
This is what Jun says that made us touched.
No matter what she might be facing, no matter how hurt she will be,
She stick to her point : - 'I love him!'

Should I?

I was heart broken dozens of times...
But just a sorry from him, melts my heart...
I want a lot of things from him that he never gives...
I want as many phone calls as he could made to me...
Instead of not even one whole day...
I want sms-es!
Instead of three fixed ones daily - I woke up dy. ; I finish eating dy. ; I bathed.
Not even a good night!! Only when he remembers.
I want to know where did you go, and where you're going!
Instead of making endless calls and not even one answered...

What am I to you???

I started to wonder.

You once said, go see the world outside, there are still many guys better than me.
I am now asking : Is there a new guy???
I want one!